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5:27 p.m. / December 19, 2005 - - to be continued

pay attention to the details... see when he asked me why i loved her all that could come out was something about the postal service but now as i'm sitting here and working and riding in cars seeing friends i realize that there is a huge void. how do you describe a void? it is the Emptiness, the encompassing nothing where a girlove used to be. i love that i made her tinfoil flowers. she never looked happier than when she danced and it would fill my heart with such joy that i thought i would explode, and when i close my eyes and think of her that's all i can see. i am thankful for that. i will keep her happy times in my heart. always. i don't know what will happen with our cut ties. but i can say with certainty that there is no way i'll forget this as long as i have the capacity to remember. when i read, "i'm a better person from knowing you. i can't thank you enough for that. you made me feel beautiful & worthwhile & meaningful & it came at a time when i didn't know if i would ever feel that way" i felt completely perfect. if i succeeded in making her feel like the girl that i saw then i am content. call this closure.

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