4:53 p.m. / August 25, 2005 - -
sums it up nicely, kind of.
i am completely sober right now. i saw a girl from high school last night; she was drunk, her first time. i haven't showered in awhile. this is not a simple record. i have not showered for awhile, i have not done anything for awhile, for days i have not been sure whether or not i am alive, am adam d'amalfi.oh, and, uh, hello, i am alive, though i am not sure how long that will last, as i've actually decided to carry on deeper into the new and excitingly deadly world of drugs.
all things in moderation, of course, i've found a nice place to stay at with the marijuana as far as dose level and frequency goes. alcohol may reappear though i am not sure. i am interested in hashish and thc. i am interested in and frightened of LSD, mescaline, and mushrooms. i have no desire to try heroin, meth, or cocaine. i am unsure how i feel about ecstacy and other pills.
it's not my life, but sometimes it seems like it's the most interesting part of it. you can alter your perception by looking at your life from different angles. and sometimes all you can see from them is intoxicants.
