12:05 a.m. / April 25, 2005 - -
alex backer
he said, "aguyandagirlfromtheaterwereoutsideandiheardthemthroughadoorinside. thegirlhashadacrushonmeforthelongesttimeandshewastalkingaboutitwithhim. justsayinghowamazingshethinksiam,andthatidon'treallyknowherbecausesheneverreallyopensuptome. andshesaidalotofothergirlslikemeandit'shardforher.andofallthepeopleshe'smetatCalvinshethinksihavethemostpotentialforsomething. andtheguyagreed,hesaidheunderstoodmycurrentlifesituationrightnow(he'sasenior). andhe'sgay,andwastalkingabouthisdevelopingfeelingsforme. and,firstofall,it'sjustscarytothinkthatpeoplelikingme,becausethatneverreallyhappenedinhighschool.secondofall,it'sscarytothinkofpeopleseeingpotentialinme. soidon'tknow,justalotonmymindrightnow.hopeyouhadfuntryingtoreadthis."he's one of those people. the kind where when you talk to them and see what they've created, you can't help but think to yourself, "there is something very wrong inside of his head. i love it"
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